1) BEAT OHIO
2) Looks like you have some issues with focus. May I suggest: http://www.wikihow.com/Choose-a-Concentration-Supplement
3) On the part about Tebow and Meyer. I think it is entirely possible for someone (Tebow) to love another flawed human being (Meyer) without having or embracing the other person's (Meyer's) flaws. "A friend is not a fellow who is taken in by sham; a friend is one who knows our faults and doesn't give a damn." (Author Unknown)
4) The enter key is your friend. Please find it and use it occassionally.
5) BEAT OHIO!