Sympathy For The Devil
Indoor soccer leagues are not particularly good about keeping things balanced. We were getting the shit kicked out of us because we were all 30 and out of shape and these kids were in high school. Since they were in high school, they were dicks. I'd just about gotten fed up when their goalie started making forays up the field in an attempt to score. Repeatedly. Just rubbing it in.
I started tracking him the next time he did it, with every intention of cleaning him out. As I reached him, he passed the ball. My fate was sealed anyway.
Without any semi-legal means of letting this guy have it, I punched him in the face. 30 seconds of rolling around later, my glasses were in tatters and I'd gotten a healthy suspension from an amateur indoor soccer league I didn't care very much about.
This is not at all what Frank Clark did. I am not drawing any sort of equivalence between the two events.
But I have been there, in the place where part of your brain that says "maybe we should think about this" is overwhelmed by a need for violence. I understand that many—too many—people come at this from the perspective of someone who has experienced or knows someone who has experienced the other end. That is valid. Of course it is. I come at it from the other end. I am a relatively normal person with a nice life, and there but for the grace of God and wife go I.
I struggle to say the appropriate things here because I think the idea of "thoughts" going out to the victims of such things is condescending at best. If you're ever in a position to help a person in that situation do it and if you're not then don't puff yourself up about how roundly you condemn such behavior. I don't see a whole lot of difference between people with the gall to blame the victim and those loudly proclaiming Clark a miserable waste of atoms.
This gets on my nerves because it's a quick leap from pointless moralizing to dismissing a guy forever as only that one thing in that one moment. I saw this picture and it took the wind out of me.
"Clark refused to look at the camera at the Perkins police station"
What did I do?
"Look at the camera."
That's not who I am.
"Look at the camera."
I thought I had left this behind.
Click.
Maybe Frank Clark's a bad guy. Or maybe one of the assholes waving him goodbye in the comments to make themselves feel better about themselves would have made the same screwup in the same situation, bottle-deep in a miserable football season after literally living a feral existence on the streets of Los Angeles for most of his youth.
It's not acceptable; Michigan had to make the decision it made. For once the program managed to handle something right. There have to be severe societal punishments for these things, and Clark's going through that.
He's got a choice now. He can be a guy that this happened to once, and he put it all away and forced all of that down as best he could and it never happened again. Or he can let it recur, and be the guy the internet says he is now. It's up to him. I don't know which way it will go, and that photo suggests he doesn't either.
I hope he makes it, and feel badly for him. Yes, as the perpetrator of a terrible thing. Yes. It is possible to be a bad person in a moment because you are wired to be angry, a wiring that comes easily when you've experienced way too much fear growing up. How many people are shitty all the time without tripping a line like Clark did?
It is heartbreaking for Frank Clark to almost make it. You should feel that part of this too.
November 17th, 2014 at 8:20 PM ^
Along with the Bo's death post and a few others this is one of the best things I've ever read on this site.
From what I know Frank Clark deserves to pay a severe price for his actions. But as someone dismissed from the team this far into his career he will pay a far more severe price than many would in his situation. I'm not sure how things work with U-M, football alumni but I'm guessing that dismissed players don't automatically get included in team reunions (at least those under official auspices), and his place in U-M football history is set in stone.
Although I basically agree with Brian that Michigan made the right decision and the legal system will and should proceed. My only thought is -- could he have been suspended for the rest of the season (his career) with the possibiility of some kind of post-graduation reinstatement well into the future if he does everything he needs to and beyond (anger management classes, sincere and consistent contrition, public service etc.) to show this was an isolated inicident.
November 17th, 2014 at 10:12 PM ^
this is one of the best things I've ever read on this site.
November 17th, 2014 at 10:48 PM ^
all the feels
November 17th, 2014 at 8:39 PM ^
Good post.
I understand having sympathy for Clark. I too have some, though not very much. Some people seem to have sympathy in an endless supply. I think mine is finite. I've seen friends and clients (I used to work legal aid) who have stories just as sad that don't involve them physicial hurting anyone else. Theft, drugs, etc were sufficient. I just can't psychologically drum up much sympathy for abusers when I know so many others are more deserving. I'm not saying they don't deserve sympathy, just that I can't seem to provide much.
I can understand violent impulses; I've been in brawls at bars and so on. But domestic abuse is an especially vile act, it's dynamics and effects are very different from punching a kid at a soccer game. Sometimes single actions are bad enough to make someone a "bad person." That probably isn't the case here, but I can understand why people might think it is. Brian (and like-minded folk) seem to think that people condemning Clark are just puffing themselves up at his expense. And maybe some of them are. But maybe, as Brian is urging these critics to try and view Clarks actions from another (perhaps broader) perspective, he ought to consider were some of them are coming from too. They may have personal experience with domestic violence. Although some who have experienced it are sympathetic, such as the poster earlier in the thread who reconciled with his rehabilitated father, many are not. For them domestic violence, even just one incidence of it, is a cardinal sin because it's consequences are deeply and profoundly embedded in their memories.
I don't think it's fair to say that people are just being assholes for not being sympathetic toward Clark. They think violently assualting your partner (in front of her young sisters, from what I can gather) is unforgivable. That might be false or wrong, but I don't think it can be dismissed quickly as mere self-righteous bluster.
One question: What was Frank Clark so close to? Making it to the NFL? It's not like avoiding things like this becomes trivially easy once you have a job.
November 17th, 2014 at 8:41 PM ^
Brian's mention of Clark's upbringing only heightens the responsibility Michigan has, and brings to light one of the dark under bellies of major college football. No one wants to talk about it ever, it seems, but the background that many of our football athletes come from does not, in any way, resemble the background that the average student comes from. Yet, here they are, thrust into the same environment, which is a tremendous change from what they know, with the added pressure of fame, without the home support structure and resources to deal with that change and pressure. I don't think many here realize just how insulated the typical big time football player (at any school) is from reality. That insulation is largely the result of the fact that many of them do not come to college remotely equipped to deal with either of those things. It's designed to help keep them out of trouble just like this as they go through that process. I had the opportunity a couple weeks back to spend time talking to an NFL GM about just this topic and he put it like this (the precise topic that this originated from started with the handling of the Ray Rice situation):
Most big time college (let alone NFL) football players come from situations that the average fan can't comprehend. They come from single "parent" households where the "parent" is many times a remote relative, not a mother or father, and grow up in extreme poverty, dealing with gangs. They are immensely disciplined, because they have to be to get out of those situations to realize their potential athletically, but those things that they saw and experienced growing up never leave them, and sometimes, issues still boil to the surface. To address it, they are insulated and their lives are pretty well controlled throughout college. Once they get to to the NFL they have two things they never had: free time and a ton of money. Accordingly, the NFL takes enormous measures to educate, train, and insulate these athletes against personal pitfalls and make them better men.
So, basically, the colleges recognize that they are bringing in a good many athletes who come from very difficult backgrounds and help them adjust (or at least survive/cope). In other words, they act like parents (in the legal sense, parens patriae). While it's really easy to point the finger of blame (and let me be clear, what happened here was absolutely wrong), do not lose sight of the fact that Michigan failed here in its obligation to help Frank Clark become a better man. Many here won't like this, but it's undeniably true.
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November 17th, 2014 at 11:02 PM ^
Do you feel the same way when people get kicked out of school for cheating or some other incident and they aren't football players? Honest question. If someone cheats on an exam and is expelled, does Michigan not have a moral obligation to rehab them from being someone who is morally bankrupt?
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Because that's how it reads. Keeps his scholarship and stays in school and yet he remains otherwise without obligation. Interesting interpretation of how DV and assault should be punished.
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November 17th, 2014 at 9:20 PM ^
I'm not sure Michigan failed Clark. I don't know if the school or the team gave him enough support and guidance before this happened, and it's possible they didn't. But you're saying for sure they didn't, and I certainly don't know that's true. They did give him a second chance after the laptop thing, and that's important.
I do hope the University will provide counseling resources to help him further, but I don't see how the team can let him remain on the team. There have to be some absolute bottom line rules to the privelege of being on the team, and this seems like a good one. It sounds like Hoke made it absolutely clear, repeatedly, what the expectations and demands are for being part of the team. At some point, the individual has to take responsibility and be accountable.
It sucks, truly, that Clark has had such a difficult life and upbringing. I feel a lot of sorrow for him, both for his past and for what he's going through now. I have no idea what I would do if I had faced the difficulties he's faced. And yet, he knew what the agreement was here, and he broke it. Especially given this particular issue right now, domestic violence, I just don't see how he could remain on the team. (BTW, I didn't down vote you, I think your view has some validity, but it's just a little too absolute from my perspective.)
November 18th, 2014 at 12:05 AM ^
This is a thoughtful, well-written post and I appreciated the perspective. I suspect Michigan has a student code of conduct which would preclude Frank from returning to take classes, live on campus, etc. At the same time I hope Hoke does reach out to help in whatever way he finds appropriate. That might fit the spirit of your position.
November 17th, 2014 at 9:09 PM ^
We are defined both by our greatest and our lowest moments, that is life.
I don't feel bad for Frank Clark at all.
Though I fully understand Brian's disdain for the mindless bashing of Clark/defining him by his lowest moment I don't particularily buy it; in my world there are those of us capable of succumbing to our anger and those of use who can control it. If Clark can't refrain then he shall be defined... that is life.
I also find it hypocritical in the fact that if the guy didn't play football at our University we wouldn't even know who he was in the first place. Shit, Brian is profitting off of this whole situation. Odd to think about right? I mean his importance has been magnified by his being a football player. that we know about his discretions. Within an hour mind you, Frank's face was posted, passed around, and discussed on this site for a reason after all...
I don't know. I just find it odd the echo chamber of support for a blog post about how empathetic we should be for a man who put his hands on a girlfriend and caused so much chaos. Mabye the fault is mine, but I doubt it...
jdon
November 17th, 2014 at 9:09 PM ^
I agree Michigan failed him. If you felt compelled to keep him around, he should have been forced to the sidelines for a year ala Stonum on the felony theft. Theft is a big deal because it goes right to the heart of honesty. You have to calculate theft. Plan it. Carry it out.
When they went soft on that offense, the Michigan staff, Hoke in particular failed to impart the necessary lessons.
Clark deserves all the help Michigan can still give him. I don't believe he should have been allowed to still play Michigan football after offense 1. However like then, he deserves sympathy and help. But remaining as a player on the football team was debatable.
This is more than a besmirchment. Had this victim been severly incapacitated or even died, Michigan football and it's handling of discipline would be under some horrible scrutiny.
The other factor is the nature of domestic violence is that this likely wasn't a first-time deal involving these actors. We all lose our cool and act out and then wish we hadn't. But this has very likely happened before and went unreported. That's way different than having a bad moment in time.
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November 17th, 2014 at 10:13 PM ^
Damn you for making me upvote Twisty.
November 17th, 2014 at 10:34 PM ^
November 17th, 2014 at 11:02 PM ^
His action was to include the anecdote about he himself losing control. His actions suggest we ought to infer that he's sympathetic toward Frank Clark because he too lost control of his emotions and assaulted another person. In other words he is implying some sort of moral equivalency even though he then denies that which he begs.
November 17th, 2014 at 11:47 PM ^
Talk about condescending!
Suggesting a person like Frank Clark was somehow handicapped from knowing right vs wrong in this situation because of his upbringing is condescending.
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November 17th, 2014 at 11:05 PM ^
I don't honestly think I've ever downvoted a single person on here, but congrats man, you earned my first.
November 18th, 2014 at 12:21 AM ^
Funny how emotional everyone is getting over Frank Clark because Brian activated that command in their brains.
No one is saying Frank Clark should be literally torn to pieces by a pack of wolves. If you saw that somewhere, then welcome to the internet where everything is exaggerated, rude, and hyperbolic. This narrative of the victim Frank Clark is getting more vomit inducing by the second.
But hey, let me get real for second:
Frank Clark just beat the living hell out of a woman, like 2 days ago. Frank Clark, a 270 lb DE and NFL prospect, beat a woman so badly her brothers thought her life was ending in Frank Clark's hands that night. If she is actually pregnant, he could have ended 2 lives.
Fuck you apologists for shaping this sorry narrative. It's embarrassing.
Frank Clark's life is not over. When Frank Clark is ready to be a man, ready to be accountable for himself and ready to be a force for good with his actions - he should be welcomed and supported to do so with open arms.
But only 2 days after committing an egregious crime against a defenseless victim - having just been arraigned and possibly still in jail - today is not the day. Frank Clark needs to learn the impact his actions have on others, the victim, society- but you come here and you see a nice eulogy for a fallen star with a picture of a guy who, in all likelihood, was realizing the magnitude of the fact he just pissed away a shot at more money than he could ever need and one of the best jobs in the world - as well as knowing that his cowardice will be national news before he gets out of jail, and it makes you want to have a righteous feelings session for how mean everyone is being to Frank Clark.
No, you've got it all wrong and so does every other exuse making apologist on here.
Talk about being condescending? Condescending is believing someone like Frank Clark doesn't know right from wrong when it comes to beating a woman within inches of her life. The hell outta here.
November 17th, 2014 at 10:46 PM ^
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November 17th, 2014 at 10:12 PM ^
Brian, I normally love what you post. But I think about half of this post is utter gibberish. Let me start by saying that I see your perspective and upon intellectualizing the situation a bit, I too feel some sadness and sympathy (not one iota of empathy, but that's really the point here, isn't it?) for the young man and hope he can turn things around for himself and his family. And he is still a person, a human being deserving of some kind of consideration.
But when you go on to harshly criticize people who have knee-jerk reactions of either a) Frank Clark is a bad dude or b) I hope the victim is OK, well, that's where you lose me. You can't defend Frank Clark for getting heated in the moment, and having a knee-jerk reaction based (potentially, although frankly you have no evidence that there is a connection) on his difficult upbringing on the one hand, and then condemn a bunch of people who (again, you assume here) see evidence of a brutal physical assault on a woman and have a knee-jerk reaction based on their own, presumably more normal upbringings. Feelings are feelings, reactions are reactions. You somehow find space for Frank Clark's actions/reactions and allow him some humanity while writing off the people who are naturally disgusted (and perhaps overreacting, to some extent) as complete assholes.
I didn't post about it, but my natural reaction was 'Frank Clark is a waste of humanity.' I realize that reaction was wrong now, but that doesn't make me an asshole to have thought that. It's just how I was raised.
November 17th, 2014 at 10:41 PM ^
November 18th, 2014 at 12:39 AM ^
Jeff09 - I admire the way you phrased this comment. It's respectful but makes a strong point and is well put. Myself, I tend to be a little more, shall we say, antagonistic.
But I hope Brian and others have a look at this because I think it succinctly describes some of the main points for those of us that took issue with his take on this.
November 18th, 2014 at 3:29 PM ^
couldnt have said it better myself. In this situation you cant belittle people on how they react to this topic because it is a major one. People have the right to be very pissed about this and say what they want about Frank...I am not as vocal as some on here but am I mad at some heated comments towards Frank.....not really, not right now.
My first reaction to reading Brians post was "is he serious?"
November 17th, 2014 at 10:51 PM ^
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Also, you'll call someone an asshole for calling a woman-beater a waste, but not the actual woman-beater? Noted.
November 17th, 2014 at 11:36 PM ^
I'm not saying he doesn't deserve what's coming to him from the legal system. Laying your hands on a woman is unacceptable under any circumstance, but I don't believe that Clark is a waste of human flesh. He likely let his emotions get the better of him. Although I'm sure most of us here haven't resorted to physical violence in that situation, I don't think many of us can say that we haven't let our anger get the best of us at times.
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November 17th, 2014 at 11:57 PM ^
These are sad days for athletes, and even sadder for the message boards. Message board morality is the absolute worst. I'm guessing more than a few guys who comment on this have done the same thing. I'm guessing they are the first to cast the stones.
Frank Clark just might have made that One Mistake that will turn him back to the streets. This board is full of condemning shlubs who have no ide what happened, and no idea of how soiety treats the Frank Clarks of the world. If he had no athletic talent, he might very well be ead, and no one would care. No one would care, either, that he beat his girlfriend.
Another thing that bugs me is how this board would be howling if he were a Spartan or Buckeye. and how this would be a symptom of their programs. Indeed, more than a few cretins say the obligatory "Michigan isn XXX university" where, I'm guessing, this kind of stuff is part of said university's culture.
Frank Clark isn't a symbol of domestic violence, or young athletes gone bad, or of young violently raised men who can't get it out of their systems. He is a symbol of a society that will always blame the sick for being sick, the poor for being poor, and the troubled for being troubled.
November 18th, 2014 at 12:13 AM ^
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November 18th, 2014 at 12:19 AM ^
Hoke will be fired and deserves to, with that said, this is by no means hokes fault or michigans fault. No coach can keep track of that many players on a regular basis without incident.
I don't really like Brians post. I think
I understand where he is trying to come from. Clark came so far in his life and was so close to a draft pick to make money for his otherwise poor family. To see him blow it so close to that is sad
With that said, there is no place in this world for a man who puts his hands on a woman or a child. I've been there with rage in my heart against a girl and still didn't touch her. You just don't do that.
It's time for men to stand up against this nonsense. Brian what is truly sad is that this keeps happening. I think we as football fans and football players need to really look in the mirror. We love crazy aggressive kill mode football, but try to pretend this bullshit can keep happening.
Stop hurting W/C (woman/children)
November 18th, 2014 at 1:05 AM ^
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November 18th, 2014 at 5:54 AM ^
The problem is Clark didn't have a choice
Completely disagree. People do have a choice; people can change. Even at the deepest level of anger in the moment. It's not necessarily easy, but it is possible. To achieve such change requires a deliberate intent to change, and then exercising the means of change.
I have some personal experience in this area. The change is slow and often painful. But it is possible.
I have compassion for Frank Clark and the spot he now finds himself in. But I do not believe for one moment that he was a helpless victim, swept along by an internal decision making machine over which he has no control.
November 18th, 2014 at 7:15 AM ^
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November 18th, 2014 at 7:56 AM ^
I get it perfectly well. Re-read my post.
I stated the process of change starts with intent. Intent implies a deliberate desire to change. Generating the desire to change is possible with some people. Not all people, but some. There are numerous testimonies from ex-alcoholics, ex-drug users, ex-abusers.
The post I responded to was making the case that we are programmed robots, reacting to internal decision processes beyond our control. I disagreed with that.
Nowhere did I imply that someone who has no desire to change -- your sociopath example -- will suddenly change, or can be made to change. But change is possible given a true and sincere desire to change.
November 18th, 2014 at 2:53 AM ^
The blog's reaction to the Frank Clark incident has been downright embarassing, and this piece from Brian is one of the worst things I've ever read on this site.
November 18th, 2014 at 7:31 AM ^
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