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Eleven Swans

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By Brian — November 18th, 2006 at 2:15 AM — 15 comments
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Seven Swans


We didn't sleep too late
There was a fire in the yard

What do you do? I'm supposed to type. I do this. I'm here now and I have responsibility to put words here. But there are no words. I tap stuff out and erase. Everything longer than two words is crass. Now? How can it be now?


All of the trees were in light
They had no faces to show

The Michigan locker room is going to be a quiet before the game tomorrow. I envision players quietly going about their various preparations: donning pads. Taping wrists. Applying eye-black. Cinching and tying, little tasks that pass the time. In between their thoughts will flutter sidelong at what awaits outside. A few may analyze the enormity of it in their heads directly. Harris. Hart. Breaston. Most will fall into the routine that has taken them from game to game since they first put on a helmet, falling into the patterns that people use to navigate when their brains shut down in fear or alarm or panic. They will proceed down the grooves they've worn in their life, and when they emerge onto the field they will operate more on animal instinct than anything else.


I saw a sign in the sky
Seven swans, seven swans, seven swans

Sport as war may have grown trite; sport as war may be vaguely offensive with the nation vaguely at actual war. But what is left when you emerge into a maelstrom of hate under a gunmetal grey sky and meet an implacable mirror of yourself? Are we to compare it to canasta? Whist? Bridge? Knitting clubs? Michigan will battle Ohio State hand and foot. It will be vicious, maiming, disabling. The winner claims dominion. Sometimes what's trite is true. When the stakes elevate to this sort of level there's nothing else to compare it to.


I heard a voice in my mind
I will try, I will try, I will try

Sport as war, clean war, where the champions of Good meet the champions of Evil on a mutually agreed battleground. According to the established rules, after three hours one is defeated utterly. The other is triumphant. The grey stops when the clouds do. We have taken the horror of war and stripped it down to its beating, thrilling heart. The term "Football Armageddon" is only partly in jest. Victory here is eternal. In 2006, Michigan beat Ohio State. Ohio State beat Michigan. Every year this is "The Game." This is The Game of Games.


We saw the dragon move down
My father burned into coal

My mother saw it from far
She took her purse to the bed

I saw a sign in the sky
Seven horns, seven horns, seven horns

I heard a voice in my mind
I am Lord, I am Lord, I am Lord

And then you try to figure out why the stakes are so high in the first place. Why this entire week you haven't been able to concentrate on anything by war by proxy. Fake war by proxy. Meaningless war by proxy. You will suffer humiliation when the team from my area defeats the team from your area. It's ridiculous. Intelligent people do not spend a goodly swath of their life pouring emotion and precious time into a contest that affects no one and changes nothing except some inky scribbles in media guides.

You wonder why. It occurs that at some point the Michigan program acquired the traits you hold dear -- loyalty, honesty, tradition, victory. And you wonder: if you were a different person who valued other things would you care so much? It occurs that at some point the Michigan program acquired other traits you share but do not hold particularly dear -- cantankerousness, stubbornness, an inability to suffer fools gladly. And you wonder: do I like Michigan because of the way I am, or am I the way I am because I like Michigan?

The answer seems clear.

Now the man who took that rudderless program and gave it -- gave you -- all the things you like and don't like is dead. In 1969, it all started with a victory over #1 Ohio State.


He will take you

At some point, as David Harris reclines -- head against a wall, fixing his bayonet, passing the time -- the faint ratatat of drums will filter through the concrete, beating out a march. Harris will rise from his seat, take up his helmet, and stride forward. The future holds its breath for three hours.


If you run, he will chase you

There's only one thing left. Play. Fight. Win. Please.

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October 24th, 2010 at 7:55 PM
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Seven Swans

Great post Brian.  For those of you not familiar with the Seven Swans reference, it's an epic song by Sufjan Stevens from his 2004 album of the same name.  Here is the song.

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March 4th, 2011 at 9:20 PM
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Just read this for the first time

Posts like this are the reason I'll never stop loving this site.  I wish I had started my mgoblog addiction sooner so I could have actually read this back then.

This:

"Intelligent people do not spend a goodly swath of their life pouring emotion and precious time into a contest that affects no one and changes nothing except some inky scribbles in media guides."

... is something I remember saying to someone at work the day before that game, only not nearly as eloquently.

FWIW, I was at that game and remember that very "ratatat of drums" like it was yesterday.

/gettingexcessivelyemotionalherepeople
//talkamongstyourselves

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March 4th, 2011 at 11:54 PM
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way back machine

Those were the days...reading this 4+ years after..so many things have gone wrong since that Day - or even the day before when Bo died.

Here's to bringing it back - a win over MSU in their game is a good start.  I'll be there...

Go Blue

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August 15th, 2011 at 12:31 PM
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Still coming back to this

Still coming back to this post in 2011...

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September 5th, 2015 at 7:47 PM
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2015 here.

2015 here.

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May 2nd, 2016 at 2:56 PM
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and 16

easily one of my favorite posts ever

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May 2nd, 2016 at 3:44 PM
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Yep

2016 here as well; this is my favorite piece of Brian's writing on this site. 

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November 17th, 2016 at 6:48 PM
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We have a rudder and a firm,

We have a rudder and a firm, straight course now, and even after ten years without you, your hand is still on the tiller.  RIP Bo.

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November 17th, 2016 at 11:44 PM
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Well said

Well said. 

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September 7th, 2011 at 2:14 PM
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Me

too.

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November 17th, 2011 at 2:45 PM
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Linked today again

and still as wonderful as it was when it was written.

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November 17th, 2011 at 8:25 PM
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Wow,

that was touching and extremely well-written, given the fact you start out by saying there are no words.

 

 

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July 19th, 2013 at 3:11 PM
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Linked from the 5 year

Linked from the 5 year anniversary thread. 

Thanks to a blogger who is the worthy wordsmith of the school and team worthy of the prose.

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May 3rd, 2016 at 12:56 AM
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Really bordering on artistic

Really bordering on artistic here. So good. I listened to the Seven Swans song on Google Play while I read the article. I recommend the same for all.

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